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Thursday, March 10th, 2005
6:07 pm	yarrrgh Take the quiz at dicepool.com (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
12:47 pm	grrrrr all right kiddies heres the current reason why davids mom needs to be cut off from the rest of the world. in a very rare act of generosity towards me ( thank you john) davids mom has decided to loan me 1500 dollars so i can buy a car. i will of course be paying it back plus interest. so im looking for a car and last monday she calls me " corey i've found a car" im thinking good for you i can look out the window and find lots of cars. it's a 1990 jeep. what do i say to that it runs shes says whoopeedeedoo i think it's being sold by david ( wrong david right family) the one married to our cousin. anyway i say let me see what else i can get and so give me a little time and she freaks out as expected. so for a week she talks about nothing but the car she doesn't know anything about it except that it runs and " they take good care of it" so finally i say sure get it i will drive it for now save up money and get my classic car in a year or two.and suddenly things go wrong. it goes from " they need to know soon so we should call them" to " i will call them tomorow" or " we have to wait for this or that" FUCKIN MAKE UP YOUR MIND. im ready to get insurance started and give her the first payment but NOOO shes dragging her heels. and all of you who have lived in chicago don't understand. you need a car down here in hippyland. yes we have public transport but it's unreliable slow dirty and most imortantly it doesn't go everywhere like in chicago anyway this has been my venting for now later peoples and david it is being direct deposited. i have found my theme song by the way it is " child of wilderness" it is the the new motion picture the phantom of the opera and i t is the first song played during the credits Current Mood: crazy Current Music: phantom of the opera " child of wilderness" (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
12:00 pm	paranoia in suroundsound it's probably just the paranoia ( <--- probably not spelled correctly) or just plain loneliness, BUT no one is talking to me. my so called friends don't return my calls so i haven't talked to in over a month davids neverhome no one ever answers there damnable phones. the only one who still talks to me is chenin, and thats only because she expects me to spend money on her which is not happening i need my money for a car.no luck so far on the car front i looked at a 65 ford falcon ranchero but it had to many little problems. so the search continues and while it does i take the bus, which is not as easy or as entertaining as in chicago. AND!!!!! to top it all off im losing my fucking mind. im not sure if its anxiety over the carsearch, or over my "friends" flaking on me, or about the fact that im planning to move on june 1st, or all of the above. but i have never been very sane to begin with and i have been working alot and smoking alot less and i hardly drink at all anymore. that could be the problem i need to go out get drunk screw the first reasonable thing in a skirt i can find and smoke cigars all night long. it probably won't help anything, except that i will feel alot better. Current Mood: crazy Current Music: the screams in my head (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 5th, 2005
7:37 pm	meow biatches You scored as Pissed at the World Cat. And here we have the next serial killer. Try having some cotton candy, it'll make you feel all warm and fuzzy inside, Psycho. </td> Ninja Cat 83% Pissed at the World Cat 83% Love Machine Cat 67% Couch Potato Cat 58% Derranged Cat 50% Drunk Cat 50% Nerd Cat 0% Which Absurd Cat are you? created with QuizFarm.com (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
11:23 pm	anyway anyway my weekend was a strange mix of crap and shit. it started out with me gettting up showering and shaving at about the time i usually go to sleep all so i can put on a suit and tie spend 5 hours at the sheriff department just so thy can tell me to come back in august. i ACED the fucking test like i knew i would the interview was going fine then they asked the dreaded question" why aren't you wearing any pants???" i wish but they really asked " why were in the miltry for such a short time?" i told them about me knee and they told me to start running and come back in august. FFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKK. <----- ANGRY SCREAM then i went over to seans apartment i was angry and depressed all at once so i played halo two for a few hours beat the game killed sean hundreds f times on two player then people came over and the drinking started. here's a little back story on my physical health at the time of drinking; i had only eaten a bag of popcorn in the last two days i was already noticeably dehydrated and i was tired. so i look at my bottle of jack daniels and i say" i challenge you to a fight to the death" i knew that if i drank more than a few shots i was going to be the depressed irritated drunk and i could feel it start to happen so i did the only thing i could think of, i drank an entire bottle of jack daniels in about an hour. at about midnight 1230ish it hit me i was hammered but i was too drunk too care about anything except the fact that i needed to throw up and i needed to sleep, so i stumbled to the bathroom threw up, threwup again then i stumbled to the couch threw up again ( into a bucket i brought from the bathroom then passed out and slept. i wake up to the sound of two of my friends having sex 3 feet away from me yyyayyy<--- bitter sarcasm. so i do the only polite thing. i start to move around subtle like so that hey know im here( im pretty sure i exist at this point)and when all else fails i light up a cigarette. so they FINALLY stop and realize im here( did i mention this happens all the time) and then i sleep fpr a few more hours. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
11:22 pm	finally it started working You scored as Wrath. </td> Wrath 100% Gluttony 75% Sloth 69% Envy 63% Lust 63% Greed 56% Pride 50% Seven deadly sins created with QuizFarm.com (Comment on this)
11:19 pm	im getting angry at quizfarm You scored as . created with QuizFarm.com</table> (Comment on this)
11:15 pm	oh no they know..... NOTHING You scored as . created with QuizFarm.com</table> (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
10:45 am	interesting apparently im both the usa and a notbad chinese whore. so what quiz farm is telling me is that the usa is a soso asian prostitute!?!?!?!?! <---( my way of showing suprise) <----( sarcastic suprise) and just so everyone knows im not really as patriotic as my previous post might have lead you to believe (1 Comment |Comment on this)
10:42 am	WHO KNEW???? You scored as Not Bad Chinese Whore. Yoo not bad Chinese whore. You need improvment, is ok, will get better. Need to concentrate on whoring tho </td> Not Bad Chinese Whore 70% Very Good Chinese Whore 65% Regular Whore, who might do crack 55% Virgin 40% Are yoo a Chinese Whore? created with QuizFarm.com (Comment on this)
10:25 am	yeehaw mother f@!%er You scored as United States. The world’s your fucking oyster and you’re going to fucking eat it the way you fucking want when you fucking want it and whoever gets in your way can go to fucking hell. </td> United States 65% Kyrgyzstan 50% Canada 40% France 30% Great Britain 20% What country are you? created with QuizFarm.com Current Mood: patriotic Current Music: national anthem (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
11:18 am	DAMN YOU BRAIN well things are starting to go my way down here. i got my license, my interview for the sheriff department is saturday, i was hit on by one of the girls who works at the gym i go to. so overall things are looking up. BUT....( the three most dreaded letters in history... next to pms) my brain won't let me forget. it won't let me forget past loves so i can concentrate on new relationships. it won't let stop caring about indifferent friends so i can find new ones. and it won't let go of old issues so i can deal with new ones, i'm about to stab it with a q-tip to make it go away. HOW DO YOU FORGET THE PAST??????? any suggestions would be appreciated post them here or email me at reydelaluna@yahoo.com i hate and love my memory. i love because i can remember names after only hearing them once, i can tell when girls get a haircut ( without them yelling about it first), i can remember the smiles of old girlfriends, and when it comes to school it helps ALOT. but i hate it too. i can't forget the goodtimes i had with people who now hate me or are indifferent, i can't forget the laughter of old loves, or how it felt to hold them close to me, i can't forget the look in their eyes when they said " i love you", i can't forget slights done to me by my so called "friends", and i can't forget how it made me feel to be loved by someone special. anyway a basic recap life ok brain bad.DAMN YOU BRAIN YOU DIRTY SON OF MANY BITCHES Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: THE LAUGHTER AND TEARS OF LOVED ONES (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 17th, 2005
12:37 pm	i rule Which Historical Lunatic Are You? From the fecund loins of Rum and Monkey. (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 9th, 2005
12:51 am	hello out there my name is correy st.john, coy reed miller, corey robin, corey doe. i have had two different stories told to me in the past week or so about my discovery on the streets as a babe and the process to which i was conjoined with the house of st.john. each were different, yet each was descriptive, filled with secondary details. i don't know what to think except that i still dont trust people i still have food issues and i still hate the holidays. my russian girls are gone and i miss them. I MISS YOU GINNY!!!!! and david and erin of course. i sit here at my computer and the thought that traverses my brain over and over is this simple sentence fragment" TIME TO GO" or at least im pretty sure its a sentence fragment. anyway i need to disapear for awhile i don't where im going im when but whenever i leave i should come back. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: sound of footsteps on the highway (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 2nd, 2004
1:19 am	introspective moment i have realized why i like wolf's rain so much. it is because the main characters ( besides being wolves which sparks my interest right off the bat) are on a quest to find " paradise". the characters all started out leading very seperate very different lives. then destiny brought them slowly together to form their " pack" and now they all work together to achieve the same goal, they all have the same dreams. anyway the reason this facinates me to the point of insomia ( it comes on at 1 in the morning) is that i can eally relate to the characters and story line, i am still searching for my pack, i thought i had one with sean and them but i was wrong, and " paradise " is the freedom of life. i think it is summed up best in the scene played during the closing credits, it a lone wolf running through the snow and night and the words sung are" i feel change comng...... i feel the gravity of it all" but it doen't stop the wolf from running as fast as he can, and he is free. all i have ever wanted was to be free, and maybe start a litter someay, but all i really want is to run free Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: howling (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
12:51 pm	8 is great You Are the Challenger 8 You're brave, impulsive, and gutsy - loving challenges. You act first and think later. And you're not afraid to speak up. You are confident, so much so that you can be a bit bossy at times. Whether people like it or not, you always stand up for yourself. What number are you? (Comment on this)
Monday, November 29th, 2004
11:42 pm	cant sleep must watch cartoons i have been on a bg cartoon kick lately my two most recent obsessions are the venture brothers ( a spoof of jonny quest) and wolf's rain( a cartoon about wolves whopretend to be people) both appeal to different sides of my nature. ventur bros. is downright hilarious while wolf's rain is more dramatic and makes me more introspective any way yay cartoons and screw you damn dirty hippies (2 Comments |Comment on this)
11:41 pm	pretty much I Am A: Chaotic Evil Half-OrcFighter Bard Alignment: Chaotic Evil characters are the most 'evil' people out there. They are willing to do anything to get ahead, and will kill anyone who stands in their way. A chaotic evil person sees no value in order and governments, and believes to the utmost in the tenant that 'Might Makes Right'. Race: Half-Orcs are a cross between a human and an orc. Generally, this kind of mating does not occur willingly, so half-orcs are almost never raised by a full set of parents. They tend to be less intelligent and attractive than humans, but are generally stronger and hardier. Violence is a part of their nature, and few half-orcs manage to overcome this to follow other professions. They are generally treated with disdain by other races, if not outright hostility. Primary Class: Fighters are the warriors. They use weapons to accomplish their goals. This isn't to say that they aren't intelligent, but that they do, in fact, believe that violence is frequently the answer. Secondary Class: Bards are the entertainers. They sing, dance, and play instruments to make other people happy, and, frequently, make money. They also tend to dabble in magic a bit. Deity: Talos is the Chaotic Evil god of storms, forest fires, earthquakes, tornadoes, and destruction in general. He is also known as the Destroyer. His followers fear him more than worship him, and they revel in the destructive fury of nature - while praying to be spared from its wrath. Talos's symbol is three lightning bolts, of different colors, coming from a central point. Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy ofNeppyMan (e-mail) ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Current Mood: awake Current Music: laughter in my head (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, October 29th, 2004
1:37 pm	california livin vol2 and now for the second edition of california livin. on with the club stories. im atthe club a few weeks ago and im all countried out, ripped jeans, wife beater, boots, belt gunslinger style and as the coup de gras cowboy hat with the mudflap girls on them. same opening as before im on my way to the bar to get me some tequila and this amazingly hot girl jumps on me from the side skinny blue eyes black hair pale skin fuckin gorgeous. we start dancin and kissing and she's making me rub her all over and i mean ALL over and im thinking well shit this is great then her friends come up to her and we are all dancin and kissin and they're kissing each other almost as much as they are kissin me they are liftin each others shirt and the first one who's name was jaime wasn't wearing a bra so i got flashed a few times the other one kept rubbing me with ice cubes and im thinking we all going to get nekkid right here in the club.......... GROOVY. but then the club closes there wasn't much nudity at the club but when i got them back to there apartments well hats another story those three wore me out i went home and slept for almost two days afterwards i was drained. but hey i got pictures coming from them of that night and that should be quite a sight to see. right now im single but i have three girls at work who keep flirting with me two are from estonia ( former part of the soviet union) the other is this cute little mexican im not sure which one or ones i will enbd up with but it's fun finding out. anyway i must be off i hjave to start cleaning up for work l8r people Current Mood: busy Current Music: crazy train by ozzy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
12:22 pm	california livin well hello children and welcome to another exciting edition of my life yaaaaay!!! anyway it's been awhile scince my last post and a lot is happening. i decided not to go to school this year because i didn't get the classes i needed at pcc and i want to save money for a truck and to get an apartment of my very own. anyway i work at the universal amphitheatre at universal citwalk next to universal studios in universal city. i am currently looking for a day job because my hours at the amphitheatre suck, maybe i will become a fireman who knows. next week i will be getting my liscense say it with e now " it's about fucking time" i practice whith " christy" tue-thurs and on friday im hoping to take the test.i had a girlfriend dumped the girlfriend had another dumped another yadayadayada. i have had some interesting clubbing adventures though. so i get all decked out hollywood style, vinyl pants black shirt with leopard fur on the front hair slicked back except for the clark kent curl and im dancing a.k.a. making an idiot out of myself and this girl who i think is no more that 27 28 turns around sees me and leaps onto me. as you could guess i didn't mind because se was a little blond thing with baby blue eyes. anyway im dancing she's humping my leg, grabbing my ass, and sticking her tongue down my throat, yet again im standing there not minding a bit because she had been drinking banana flavored booze. so we go back to her hotel because she is from bakersfield and yadayadayada anyway in the morning she asks me how old i am, so i tell her im 21 im still a few months from 21 at this time but sahe doesn't need to now that, so after i tell her 21 and she starts to laugh i ask her how old she is mind now im think early to mid thirties maybe " 44" she says and im flabbergasted so finally i blurt out the first sensical thing that comes into my head " groovy" i says im not sure why but oh well we saw each other a few more times after that then we both kinda went our seperate ways. anyway this is vol. 1 of 2 or 3 i will continue later (Comment on this)